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A lovely link I got from Sandra's journal:
http://www.femmerotic.com/favorites/bodyimage.html
Healthy body image stuff, mostly targeted to us women types. It's good to read things like this.

My sweetie is not home yet from working on the house. I need to grocery shop but have no time and it's been tricky trying to figure out what house to take it to, anyway. Need to come up with a short story to email before next Wednesday for a group critique. Bah - I strongly suspect I will just whip something out - I have been having good story ideas but don't have time to do them right and they'd be too long anyways. But but but! I want to dazzle them all with what I can do. Sigh, I'm such a show-off. I don't even know if I'm talented anymore.

There is so much going on right now that I'm not capturing. Magic in the mornings and times of finding the peaceful place inside this flurry of motion. I really have only been posting the superficial, but that's not unusual.

When I was giving out my email (and earlier than that, honestly) I was thinking of how I find rapture in simple things. It's something I do alot but not something I talk about very often... I think it surprises even Nate when I do talk about it... Maybe it's because when I'm typing I'm not in that reflective inner place.

I've been growing a lot as a person the last few months... I see it happening and it all feels right. I feel like I'm getting healthier in alot of ways, growing out of my tendencies to smother my own reactions. I'm voicing my opinions, I'm speaking without being spoken to, I'm refusing to back down, I'm beginning to talk as well as listen. It's a good thing... different but good. Don't know how well I've expressed it, but there it is. Yay me.