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[sublimatedangel]

Have not accomplished much today - not quite sure why, time just seems to be going by quickly. We did get the Changeling book today and I got some dice... Nate did not find any he liked, but the selection wasn't incredible, so we may try and see if there are other local places. Now I need to make us handy little pretty pouches for the dice. That will be easy, I can work on it Sunday maybe.

Have not done a thing with the corset today - I think I am just going to push back the due date for it, since I must wait for the boning. Still plan to work on it at Rois's tomorrow so I should make some progress.

Tired and sad. No reason why, really. Perhaps it's just that time for me to have downtime. Maybe it's other things. It will resolve itself one way or another. I miss people but I don't want them back. I have homework I need to do for Tuesday - maybe I will work on that some.

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[hughmanatee.livejournal.com]

"You miss people but don't want them back"? That's an odd thing to say/feel...I think I may understand what you're thinking of, but I'm not sure....maybe we could talk about it sometime?

[sublimatedangel]

Clarification: This statement was not about you, silly.

[hughmanatee.livejournal.com]

:) No worries...as we discussed, I was pretty sure it wasn't. Me just wants(wanted) to talk things over with you is all....my "helpful friend" streak, you know....it's a curse.

[sublimatedangel]

I know my little apricot. But while I appreciate you being there for me, that's all you can do. Be there. If I need ya, I'll let you know.

I'm just so introspective... I can't share my problems with people most of the time, because I just don't even know where to begin. This is just how I deal with things pet. I know you'd like it if I leaned on you more for help and stuff but... Amy doesn't work that way I guess. There are things I can't tell you about, because you don't know the background, and there's things I can't tell you about because you're Nate's friend too, and just all sorts of qualifiers.

Sigh.
I'm just too hard to please, I guess.

[hughmanatee.livejournal.com]

(Big friendie smiles) Me understands, snookiekins...me is here for those things I can be here for (sense?)...and I suppose that's all anyone could ask of any friend or confidant or lover or spouse or S.O. y'know? So no worries! :)) Not to get all into it ('specially cuz there's no reason to), I understand more than perhaps I seem to most of the time. But I'm weird that way. Come to think of it, I'm weird in a lot of ways...

p.s. I don't think you're all that hard to please...no be silly.