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[sublimatedangel]

I never get enough sleep. Occasionally, I compound this by staying up late, but not often, because I definitely feel it the next day. It makes me wish I had stayed up *every* night when I was younger and could do so without blinking. Ah well, my squandered youth, eh?

Pet Shop Boys' Oppurtunity has been stuck in my head for a while now. Why will it not go away? I'm not even sure why it got stuck in the first place.

Alex tries to get out of trouble by snuggling. It's kind of amusing in that I'm-the-parent-so-I-can't-laugh way. He'll do something he's not supposed to (like hitting or trying to climb on the desk) and then when I put on the 'don't do that' voice, he hugs me. Complete with laying his head against me, and saying "aww." It's so adorable but I know I can't encourage it. He's also extremely enamored of these fake Harry Potter-ish glasses we have around the house, and puts them on, and puts them on us. It's odd, because usually he doesn't like to wear hats/glasses/things on his head.

I suck at friendship. I seem to have completely failed whatever it is that makes you a good and social person that others want in their life. I'd say I'd failed at all interpersonal relationships, but I'm kind of good with some stuff, so I don't know what the deal is with the friend stuff, except that it must be something about me. Oh well.

Flowers are blooming and it's all spring-like. And wet. What happened to California's idyllic-without-seasons weather?

Comments

[horrorvenus.livejournal.com]

I seem to have completely failed whatever it is that makes you a good and social person that others want in their life.

Have not! Still want you in my life, though am happy to have what bit of you I've got.
*hugs*

[sublimatedangel]

Thank you, for the hug and the sentiment. I can't help but feel, despite both our good intentions, that we're not very close; we are friends, though, and I'm happy to know you. This particular bit of self-pity is focused more on my failures with other people.

[missmorte.livejournal.com]

I still feel that you are my best friend in the whole wide world. I'm just flakey and sucky about keeping times and our schedules have been wonky for awhile now.

I'm much with the sadness that I haven't seen you though and even though I feel crappy right now I'd love to picnic and kites with you on Sunday!

[sublimatedangel]

Picnic and kites sounds like fun, but the weather forcast for us says rain on Sunday. Maybe something indoors, unless your forcast is better? I miss you too.

[missmorte.livejournal.com]

Hmmm I haven't checked my weather forecast. Will do that later today.

[moon-heart.livejournal.com]

*A...HEM...!* Browbeating and attitude adjustment shall commence (lovingly, of course) in e-mail...check it.... *huggles*