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[sublimatedangel]

Feeling out of touch with a lot of people. Thinking that's mostly my fault, so apologies all round to those of you who may've noticed the absence. Continuing to work on that... I miss contact but at the same time, there are windows when it would be good to have it and windows when it is the last thing I want. So yeah... could I be any harder to please?

Some bad things, but trying not to dwell on them. Good things: family get together last Friday which reaffirmed my crazy white trash roots... god but I wouldn't trade my family/childhood for anything. I mock it/me a lot of the time, but I can't imagine who I would be without it. Anyhow, the discussions of sex, drugs, and rock and roll child support were just what I needed... sounds funny, I'm sure, but it grounds me and makes me feel "home" and happy. It was a good time.

Turning into Spring which is more bittersweet than good... I love it but I'm inside the house so much that I don't see much of it. Have to start making more time for myself... I do have a few creative ventures I want to pursue... some crafty stuff, some writing... but it's tricky fitting everything in these days, and we're much behind on the domestic front, so I probably won't get to them as soon and as frequently as I'd like.

I always start these entries with six thousand things to say and then run out of steam after barely touching on a few... I'll have to try to update more often.

Comments

[katlyn.livejournal.com]

I miss you, hun. You've given me so much support and I'd like to do the same, yet know that sometimes dealing with other people, no matter how good their intentions are, can really be a drain.

If you'd like company, I'm around. E-mail or let me know.

[sublimatedangel]

Nate mentioned plans for hiking and picnicing on Sunday... I think that will be good. I'm doing much better mood wise, but sometimes I just get feeling a bit overwhelmed, I guess? - and have a hard time being social. I do have some agoraphobic tendencies though, so trying to make sure I don't go completely into hermit-mode.

*hugsssss*

[jackay.livejournal.com]

I def. notice when you're not around. I miss you here, on the board, everywhere. :-( If you ever need an ear (ok, an eye in my case *snort*), I'm here too. What kind of writing are you wanting to pursue? Sounds interesting! :-D

Re: *hugsssss*

[sublimatedangel]

Thanks. I feel like I've been a horrible LJ friend for the last couple months, I know you've been going through so much and I hardly ever comment; Thanks for hanging in there :)

Writing: (ducks head shyly) fanfiction. I've never tried writing any of that, but I do read a lot of it, and I used to really enjoy writing... I've had some ideas so I thought I might give it a try... still need to flesh them out and not sure if I'll be any good at it, but won't know if I don't give it a whirl.

Re: *hugsssss*

[jackay.livejournal.com]

Oooooo fanfiction!! Want...to...see.....samples when you write some! That is so awesome. :-)