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Nov. 17th, 2004 10:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sublimatedangelI fell down today with Alexander in my arms. Most frightening thing ever. We were both terrified but are otherwise okay, and he has completely forgotten it happened.
Lack of updates means I've been busy and prone to bouts of sadness. Feeling down means I stop interacting with the world. If I was going to be buried, I think my headstone would read, "No, really! I'm fine!" Sigh. I need to get over being that way. But anyhow, prone to bouts of the sad, but the baby helps a bit. He is just so sweet and adorable, and his little smiles and unconditional love bring a lot of joy to temper the sad. He's been a bit on the fussy side lately, and waking up more at night, which is a bit tiring - I know there's something wrong but don't know what it is :( Last night was good though, I'm hoping he's feeling better. Nate took him for a good long walk while I had a nice hot bath chock full of salts and lavendar and bubbles and every other relaxing girly thing I could think of. And he made me dinner and chocolate chip cookies and brought me ice cream. And rubbed my feet. Because he is an angel. I love my husband.
So yeah. Back to your regularly scheduled LJ.
Lack of updates means I've been busy and prone to bouts of sadness. Feeling down means I stop interacting with the world. If I was going to be buried, I think my headstone would read, "No, really! I'm fine!" Sigh. I need to get over being that way. But anyhow, prone to bouts of the sad, but the baby helps a bit. He is just so sweet and adorable, and his little smiles and unconditional love bring a lot of joy to temper the sad. He's been a bit on the fussy side lately, and waking up more at night, which is a bit tiring - I know there's something wrong but don't know what it is :( Last night was good though, I'm hoping he's feeling better. Nate took him for a good long walk while I had a nice hot bath chock full of salts and lavendar and bubbles and every other relaxing girly thing I could think of. And he made me dinner and chocolate chip cookies and brought me ice cream. And rubbed my feet. Because he is an angel. I love my husband.
So yeah. Back to your regularly scheduled LJ.
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Date: 2004-11-17 07:36 pm (UTC)I hope that you're okay, no bruising, or anything.
:-( I'm glad you and Alexander are okay!
Date: 2004-11-17 08:04 pm (UTC)Re: :-( I'm glad you and Alexander are okay!
Date: 2004-11-18 03:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-17 10:17 pm (UTC)*Double-extra-enormous special hugs* for you for feeling down. Sorry I haven't exactly been available or posting or around much, sugarcubeikins. Feel free to let fly with the frozen fish (or was that bucket of non-specific aquatic lifeforms?) at any time.
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Date: 2004-11-18 04:01 am (UTC)*hug* <-- just because
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Date: 2004-11-25 07:29 am (UTC)Feeling down means I stop interacting with the world. If I was going to be buried, I think my headstone would read, "No, really! I'm fine!"
Yikes. I've spent four years in and out (fortunately) of that feeling. Being a mom is taxing, no doubt.
Hang in there. (why do we sacrifice ourselves - emotionally, physically, etc. - constantly?!)
Yay for husbands we love. I have a man in my life that has become an absolute treasure.
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Date: 2004-11-25 08:08 pm (UTC)