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Feeling out of touch with a lot of people. Thinking that's mostly my fault, so apologies all round to those of you who may've noticed the absence. Continuing to work on that... I miss contact but at the same time, there are windows when it would be good to have it and windows when it is the last thing I want. So yeah... could I be any harder to please?

Some bad things, but trying not to dwell on them. Good things: family get together last Friday which reaffirmed my crazy white trash roots... god but I wouldn't trade my family/childhood for anything. I mock it/me a lot of the time, but I can't imagine who I would be without it. Anyhow, the discussions of sex, drugs, and rock and roll child support were just what I needed... sounds funny, I'm sure, but it grounds me and makes me feel "home" and happy. It was a good time.

Turning into Spring which is more bittersweet than good... I love it but I'm inside the house so much that I don't see much of it. Have to start making more time for myself... I do have a few creative ventures I want to pursue... some crafty stuff, some writing... but it's tricky fitting everything in these days, and we're much behind on the domestic front, so I probably won't get to them as soon and as frequently as I'd like.

I always start these entries with six thousand things to say and then run out of steam after barely touching on a few... I'll have to try to update more often.