I won't presume to understand what you're feeling right now (cuz I'm not really sure, to be honest)...suffice it to say that "Part of me expects to be used and then abandoned once I am no longer shiny and novel" sounds just like how I often feel. I hope it's at least a little helpful to remind you that I will always think you're shiny and novel (and about a thousand other things...refer to previous "oats for the goats" LJ entry). I just couldn't fathom life anymore without my bestest friendie! "I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend at the end." No matter what happens, I'll always always be here for you, Sparkle....to hang with...to joke with...to banter with...to listen....to talk.....to chat with...to throw darts at...to slap around with fish...to spank (still waiting on that, btw ;) )... I think you get the gist of what I'm trying to say. Just want you to know you're not alone, 'kay? :)
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Date: 2001-11-15 04:23 pm (UTC)I think you get the gist of what I'm trying to say. Just want you to know you're not alone, 'kay? :)