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One of those days when I'm crushingly depressed and in need of validation... but on the other hand, recognize that my self-worth is so low that I'd likely just argue with anyone who said something positive about me.

On the up side, I've got an apptment with a new endocrinologist next week; hoping that we get along well and I can get some answers/communication with my doctor group, and some overall improvement. A bunch of other apptments I need to make, but one step at a time.

Date: 2013-08-17 11:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Sending massive {{{HUGS!!}}} It was awesome seeing you last week- really missed you. And hey I just have to look at my toes and see my pretty jewel flowers & it makes me grin like mad. We definitely have to do that again- even shopping for more nail polish, jewels or other fun nail accessorizes.

These days I know depression all too well so I can empathize. I have plans to go down the 1st weekend of Sept, but if you'd like and can come up here before or after that (totally get getting ready for school) - anyhoo I'm here just nudge me or nudge me to nudge you- cause yeah we're both pretty bad at that =)

PS: the omega fic is almost done; it’s over 14k and may or may not make it to 15k. If you'd like I can send you a preview draft copy (or wait until its beta'd) either way is fine with me.

Date: 2013-08-19 12:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hmm Queer Contra? Nope but it sounds very interesting, do tell...

No I meant a repeat of last weekend staying over Varkelton's Friday night & breakfast Saturday/hanging out before heading home. Have a job in Oakland on the 6th, so its relatively easy to swing by after work and then spend the night.

& no more special than you are, seriously!!!

Will do - hopefully I'll be able to send you a preview by tomorrow. I spent the day working on it - its now a pinch over 16k, but I'm just tying up the schmoopy pg puppypile love fest at the end ;)

More *hugs* because you and hugs are AWESOME!!!

Date: 2013-08-18 04:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Please know that you're loved. I know it may not seem like it means much on your end, but it means a lot on my end. My state of mind is pretty scary at the moment, so I get it... but please just fight tooth and nail to hang on until tomorrow. Go squish some of my favorite boys for me

Date: 2013-09-11 01:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
The Boo abides.


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